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Quietude [Oct. 5th, 2007|09:43 pm]

Although life has been hectic this year already, I have come to understand and accept the truest concepts of quietude.  One can learn much from another, IF willing to work for it.  If not, then everything is wasted.  An old adage goes... "when surrounded by turkeys, how can one soar like an eagle?"...  (author of quote unknown).

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What do YOU seek? [Sep. 17th, 2007|12:57 am]
If your inner strength is matched only by your quietude of mind, then you are either too young to read this journal, or this is not your particular mountain.  Are you one of those rare beings who consistently conducts a satisfactory life in good order and with reasonable success, effectively managing your mental and physical capabilities with sensible discipline?  Have you learned with patience and foresight to nurture your health and treasure your one and only body with humility and gratitude?  Then it is time for you to think hard and long of what it is that you seek here.  *chortles...
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Going Well... [Sep. 10th, 2007|12:21 am]
With the sucession begining some days ago - already rites are manifesting results and desired outcomes. The visions are coming strong and fast and have been recording them in my own personal grimoire.  

I hear you are stuck a little in the past and what eventuated ... you poor things, you are time locked, or did you not see it all along?  Maybe I gave you too much credit than you are worth... hey?

You all play safe in the shadows now, won't you!...  *chortles. 
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Ego Lucesco II. [Aug. 26th, 2007|01:54 pm]
Smiles.  Interconnectedness is a amusing thing to see, to experience and to manipulate.  In regards to the posts below - I have found the key and has already been used a few nights back when the A/E rite and K/EC rite done.  Good results have already manifested, with complete sucession to be had by the next.
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Remember... [Aug. 25th, 2007|01:30 pm]
"Pleasure fused with pain is triumph for the soul"...  "Disturbed"
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Sacrifice! [Jul. 9th, 2007|12:15 pm]

I searched lifetimes for a "cure" to this my curse... 
Just over 2 years ago, I found that cure!
Thank you Keeper!

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Barely! [Jul. 1st, 2007|03:20 am]
"Though they will not understand
I will make the greatest sacrifice
You can't predict where the outcome lies..."

Disturbed's "I'm Alive" - Ten Thousand Fists Album.
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Disturbed [May. 8th, 2007|02:43 pm]
Disturbeds' ... "I'm Alive" ... from the "Equilibrium" CD...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QX2SVa5eD5Q-- music clip
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Good Weekend [May. 6th, 2007|02:38 am]

Had a great birthday party last night! Was good, a few good friends missed a VERY good night! Plenty of alcohol and entertainment. Good conversations and quite interesting people. *snickers.


2 hours sleep in 48 hours is kinda cool. A little surreal, but copeable.  Made a little mischief here and there, but all good. Did some fire-twirling, got drunk(ish) and had a ball.  But, boy did I get totally spoilt though! *grins…

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The Look in Death's Eyes [Apr. 27th, 2007|12:21 am]

In the cool darkness of my room
I lay in saturated gloom
Empty bottles fill my vision
As phantoms dance with random precision
Shadows stir and creep about
My cries of despair upgrade to shout
The chemicals bubbling in my blood
Keep me in a twitchy flood

My sight blurred and twisted fades
As inane figures in my mind raid
And a tall form comes to view
My mind's eye fixed on him like glue
He looks at me with humble care
Though his looks come from my nightmares
Denying fear of death is a lie
No one wants to look death in the eye
But I look clearly and I see
My death staring back at me

He stands before me cloaked in black
But grimness, sadness he does lack
His eyes are warm, soft and grey
I stare at him there as I lay
His eyes say `child it is your day
Come with me, take time you may'

As I lay looking in Death's eyes
Dimmed my terror and dimmed my cries
And upon me came a balmy mist
Death smiled at me and on my forehead kissed
And without fear, regret, or sorrow
I took his hand and walked into the morrow

As light engulfed my soul and he
I knew that death was meant to be
My fate as it is for all
We all fall under shroud and pall 

©2007 ~Amaroq38

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